hunting them down

Recently, I've been encouraged to really hunt them down. I hope it will work. I actually think that showing up in person will confirm that you'll get what you want i.e. to set up an appointment to meet with them. But, on the other hand, you may (big may) be perceived as slightly irritating, annoying or over persistent. I really do not want to be perceived in any of these ways. Do tell me, how do i ensure that i get what i want, present myself as initiative but hold back on the 'too persistent' and keep myself on this end of the line?

jittery

i don't need caffeine to make me jittery,
all i need is a jolt of a 'future prospect' and that will get my adrenaline and cortisol levels sky-rocketing.

much has happened over the short span of 8 months. - short, depending on whatever perspective you happen to look at the length of 8 months of course.- There have been numerous career options and one heck of a tough time trying to convince myself of a particular one that i would like to pursue. in all honesty, the fact is that over such and such a period of time, i have not managed to convince myself of anything particular. And, when i am persuaded that such and such career may be 'better' off, or that such and such career seems to have more 'security', i am swayed from "the" career that i "convinced" myself to stick with.

ah choices.
ah decisions, decisions.
it seems to be such an impossible task
for such an indecisive decision maker...
stemming from plausible roots that i won't go into depths about
but most conceivable by readers who may understand why decision makers are so undecisive.