i don't need caffeine to make me jittery,
all i need is a jolt of a 'future prospect' and that will get my adrenaline and cortisol levels sky-rocketing.
much has happened over the short span of 8 months. - short, depending on whatever perspective you happen to look at the length of 8 months of course.- There have been numerous career options and one heck of a tough time trying to convince myself of a particular one that i would like to pursue. in all honesty, the fact is that over such and such a period of time, i have not managed to convince myself of anything particular. And, when i am persuaded that such and such career may be 'better' off, or that such and such career seems to have more 'security', i am swayed from "the" career that i "convinced" myself to stick with.
ah choices.
ah decisions, decisions.
it seems to be such an impossible task
for such an indecisive decision maker...
stemming from plausible roots that i won't go into depths about
but most conceivable by readers who may understand why decision makers are so undecisive.
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- missylo
- An OISE graduate (University of Toronto), I am Canadian teaching in Singapore.
Sharing my thoughts on living and teaching in Singapore, traveling, pedagogy, education and random thoughts.
hometown: Hong Kong & Toronto
Living in Singapore since 2009.
1 comment:
missylo! i loooove your new blog. looks so clean and fresh!
hmm.. i dunno how i should comment on your entry in particular, because altho i've landed on a job/career path that i have worked so hard for, the future still holds many uncertainties for me too.
but i see what you mean - the fact that you haven't figured out what you want to do as a career does make you feel bitter at times. but then again.. i thot you've always wanted to be a teacher, and that you're working towards your b.ed?
well so much in mind, so much to say.. wait until i see you on saturday :)
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