Friday, April 18, 2008

it's one of those days

actually weeks, perhaps.

you know when you feel like, you're just over it.
you don't want anymore of this stuff that you've been doing for the past 8 months, and that your'e just done, that you want a break, that you're just about to cave.

Instead of being motivated, instead of being alert and on your toes, you just want to forget about it all, you just want to throw everything that you have on your plate out the window. you just want to come up for fresh air, and you just want to relax.

well, that's how i'm feeling right now.
I don't want to pick up those books.
i don't want to read anymore about collagen fibers, or how Ran GEF phosphorylates ADP to ATP and how that helps transport receptors in and out of the nucleus.

i just feel like i'm done.

well, i think learning about cancer is pretty neat, but all the other technical stuff that i need ot REMEMBER, and be able to recognize on a 75 question multiple-choice exam that is worth 30% of my final grade? i thin i'd just about had it.

All i want to do right now, is find myself a DVD copy of Grey's Anatomy, curl up in my bed, have a nice big LCD TV screen and watch all the drama that happens to 5 fictional surgical interns at a fictional Seattle Grace Hosptial.

Maybe Grey's Anatomy has caputred my attention. Maybe I do want to study and read about the cytoskeleton and how lymphocytes endocytose bacteria.
oh, someone please scalpel me now!

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